Life suckz!!

zhao... if u ever still read this.. just wanna tell u that life really really sucks.. and this time i hope that it will just let me fall...
since it is mostly gers who r reading this.. i shall be frank.. think my hormones r getting onto me... dunno is it that that thing is late for like dunno how long... a month? my moods swing like nobody's biz... keep feeling very down... dunno la... just hope that u guys can be around and i can teh to u all like last time... hai...
many stupid things happen.. just realise today that i must at least do 1 stupid thing everyday.. like walk into e wrong tut class... umbrella fails on me.. anything.. and today... tan soew min got me into this stupid embarrrassed situation... guess if anyone ask me to write an essay on my most embarrassed day.. i can say it's today.. haha
work is getting onto me... really think that acc dun suit me at all.. it's not that the readings r stressing me too much that it cost me to think this way.. it's just that i realise i'm interested and more awake in class when the prof r not toking abt acc stuff.. i really like psychology lo... hai... how?chose wrong course but i have to continue right? coz there's no turning back in life...
life suckz big time and i really hope that it won't.. even if it means that we may fall... i guess staying alive is meaningless if there's no happiness...
haha.. guys... i'm not committing sucide soon... i just need to let things out.. thanks!

i cannot take it anymore...

the d&d thingy is driving me crazy... i'm being labelled petty becoz i'm not happy abt doing other's job... but wat the hell did she do? she always say it's not her job to do this and that... den y r we doing her job for her? so wat if she's the pageant queen for last yr? big deal? i petty? maybe.. but i feel that i;ve a right to be angry w her!
den the stupid toss boss.. sound like he's so damn nice.. but he's a pain in e ass.. cannot keep clothes too long... cannot come on weekend... cannot c0me late at night... say got crowd.. wat the.. like his biz so damn good... i doubt so lo... den wat wat? now i have to go down tml straight after sch and maybe alone... coz xinxian's lesson only end at 630... i dun wanna face him alone lo... he always toke like he got lotsa sense in him but he's just some stupid guy who doesn'y give a damn abt others... so wat's his prob?
i dunno la.. i got lotsa work to do... lotsa readings.. but i just dun seem to be able to concentrate anymore..
sorry pp.. i just need to vent my anger somewhere..

pms

6th of august... dunno wat's wrong w me. think i having pms.. really wanna toke to someone now.. anyone.. but no one is on-line.. stupid right? 610pm.. who will be on-line? dunno.. just feel like toking to someone so that i will feel better.. feeling quite down and depressed now.. haha.. think coz i'm alone in hall and the whole world is going home... i still got lesson tml and later still got some stupid d&d stuff.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... haha... am i scaring any of u? cindy.. if u r reading this, dun worry.. i'm ok... just like that once in awhile.. guess i cannot live alone in this world. if not i will down of depression alone.. haha.. was reading some horoscope w sm e other day.. it says pisces need to be protected... i guess it's really correct... hahahahahaha............ k la... i've grumbled enough and my god... u pp r reading all the nonsense i'm writing.. haha.. k.. i go see if i got the mood to keep my clothes and bath...

dying...

  many things happen recently.. too many.. some of u will probaby have heard me complaining.. got to do stupid stuff in d&d.. gotta sell bash tix again... den got some funny guy.. hai... dunno la...
  but now e worse thing is that d&d stuff getting worse and i got lotsa readings to do in sch! dunno how to finish my stuff... now i really think that it is better to just concentrate on my studies... haha.. really like cannot take it liao...
  actually just wanna tell u guys wat i'ver been doing.. and jane.. take care k... everything will be over soon... haha... and sm.. dun think of single rm too much tt u over tire yourself.. and to e rest of my frens... take care too and i miss u pp!