Thanks Jinda for the CD...Looking at the photos.. we all looked so young! haha... i was so touched by the photos...
we have come soooo far... think we sld just love each other more and nothing else...
love u gers!
Saturday, June 16, 2007
LPz
Thanks Jinda for the CD...Looking at the photos.. we all looked so young! haha... i was so touched by the photos...
we have come soooo far... think we sld just love each other more and nothing else...
love u gers!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
my dream guy
hey pp! check out my dream guy.. tell me if any of u spot him k? hee
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/wuchun10cool
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/wuchun10cool
Monday, January 29, 2007
an abstract from a book...
"... if you cling to someone because of how they make you feel, you're eventually going to be disappointed. Because evetually they are going to make you feel bad. Maybe not forever, maybe not even for long. But once they've made you feel bad, your reason for being with them is compromised. And you'll forever wonder when they're going to make you feel bad again."
Sunday, January 28, 2007
My job
today's topic is my job.. hee...
after near 7 mths, i still have no idea if this is wat i want... hee..
pros
1. good future prospect
2. get to learn many things
3. good pay increment
4. nice pp
5. nothing else better to do (hee..)
cons
1. no life
2. stress
3. dun like
4. grow old easily
5. will stay single (hee...)
well... well... wonder when will i know wat i want... hee...
after near 7 mths, i still have no idea if this is wat i want... hee..
pros
1. good future prospect
2. get to learn many things
3. good pay increment
4. nice pp
5. nothing else better to do (hee..)
cons
1. no life
2. stress
3. dun like
4. grow old easily
5. will stay single (hee...)
well... well... wonder when will i know wat i want... hee...
Friday, January 26, 2007
i am mad...
haha... it's 3+ a.m. now.. kinda tired... but i must be mad... coz i simply seem to refuse to sleep.. dunno y... maybe too used to the night life ba.. haha... and i just forced someone to pei me till near 3.. i so bad right? ownself refuse to sleep den force pp cannot sleep.. hee.. anyway... thanks thanks! appreciated it.. and hee.. nv knew we can talk like tt... haha...
think the job must be doing something to my sleeping system liao.. or my life routine... so not used to going home early.. going home for dinner... and not staying out late.. how? ni in a changed person liao.. haha... anyway...
ni has a few resolutions.. (hee.. if only they are tt firm..)
1. read my FRS! (hmm... maybe sld go back NTU and buy some textbooks.. hee..)
2. read news everyday (been saying tt for yrs.. gave up channelnewsasia.com after 2 days.. haiz.. but still.. dun read will die fast fast...)
3. independent (well.. )
4. save money! (wanna go Australia and HK in in July.. dun save how can.. no more cab!)
hee... tt's all for the time being... too many also cannot fulfil...
think the job must be doing something to my sleeping system liao.. or my life routine... so not used to going home early.. going home for dinner... and not staying out late.. how? ni in a changed person liao.. haha... anyway...
ni has a few resolutions.. (hee.. if only they are tt firm..)
1. read my FRS! (hmm... maybe sld go back NTU and buy some textbooks.. hee..)
2. read news everyday (been saying tt for yrs.. gave up channelnewsasia.com after 2 days.. haiz.. but still.. dun read will die fast fast...)
3. independent (well.. )
4. save money! (wanna go Australia and HK in in July.. dun save how can.. no more cab!)
hee... tt's all for the time being... too many also cannot fulfil...
Saturday, January 20, 2007
some photos...
These are some of the gers that join KPMG with me.. hee.. nice pp...
This is my fav G1.. i.e. 2nd yr in e company.. hee.. he very patient and nice... but now seldom see him around liao.. and no more job w him anymore... he nv even reply my last sms.. humph!
this is my partner and her husband... pretty pretty hor... =)
this is my shuai shuai senior! haha.. although i'm not like into him... but still a bit envious of her... y i nv take photo w him????? =(
and this is another nice nice G1 and my dept's crazy secretary... =)
back to the NTU frens... ade and my 'brain'! =( thought took a photo w wenxin?? photo think still w her ba.. hehe... sld have taken a all ntu frens photo since most of us r in the same company... haiz... but tt day too messy la...
Thursday, January 18, 2007
i am not running away from problems..
haha.. told jane.. ade and zk abt my plan on going overseas and study a bit and work... but the response i get from all is tt i am running away from problems.. haiz... now... let's make it clear once and for all.. i am perfectly fine! =) am still thinking of him.. and porb a bit more recently coz the sad feeling just starts to sink in... may do stupid things (not sucide) on impulse... but i wont die... and i wont leave a place becoz of a guy.. come on.. i will nv ever see him if we dun arrange... although singapore is small.. but our life so diff!
my family is fine... the problem does not involve me... so i;m just at the side see see wait wait.. so it doesnt affect me..
so guys.. dun worry pls.. no need to go round asking the whole world if i am fine.. coz i am perfectly ok.. just wanna share some feelings w u all.. but pls dun make it so big... coz it's scary... it may make me think twice before i tell things again.. so cool it guys! =)
my family is fine... the problem does not involve me... so i;m just at the side see see wait wait.. so it doesnt affect me..
so guys.. dun worry pls.. no need to go round asking the whole world if i am fine.. coz i am perfectly ok.. just wanna share some feelings w u all.. but pls dun make it so big... coz it's scary... it may make me think twice before i tell things again.. so cool it guys! =)
zhikang....
haha... ni is here dedicating this entry to my dear daddy... hehe... think he's gonna get a shock or i am gonna kana when he read this... haha... let's see...
he's the guy tt i knew since 1st 3 mths in JC and in fact we got close since 1st 3 mths becoz of the bus ride 136... the gossip buddy... hehe... but drifted due to council... but he's always there when i need him.. haha... the quietly in his own world... enjoying his life... den will readily appear to let me 'abuse' when i in bad mood... haha... some of the things tt he did:
- bought a lantern for me during one of the zhong qiu jie... coz i requested.. heee..
- agreed to buy me a present if i do well in uni.. (hee.. but i nv did)
... like dun have liao hor... maybe he's not so good after all.. hee... and one of the thing he will nv do... HE WILL NV GIVE IN NO MATTER HOW I TEH... =( i can whin and whin... and he no means no.. =(
i always like to intro him to my single female frens.. the best eligible bachelor.. smart.. nice.. no temper.. no bad habits.. quite rich ba.. hee..
really hope tt he will find a gf soon... haha... but guess i will be quite lost initially... =( i cannot go to him as and when i like liao... but still... daddy... find me a mummy soon!!!!!!!! thanks alot!!!!!!!!!
he's the guy tt i knew since 1st 3 mths in JC and in fact we got close since 1st 3 mths becoz of the bus ride 136... the gossip buddy... hehe... but drifted due to council... but he's always there when i need him.. haha... the quietly in his own world... enjoying his life... den will readily appear to let me 'abuse' when i in bad mood... haha... some of the things tt he did:
- bought a lantern for me during one of the zhong qiu jie... coz i requested.. heee..
- agreed to buy me a present if i do well in uni.. (hee.. but i nv did)
... like dun have liao hor... maybe he's not so good after all.. hee... and one of the thing he will nv do... HE WILL NV GIVE IN NO MATTER HOW I TEH... =( i can whin and whin... and he no means no.. =(
i always like to intro him to my single female frens.. the best eligible bachelor.. smart.. nice.. no temper.. no bad habits.. quite rich ba.. hee..
really hope tt he will find a gf soon... haha... but guess i will be quite lost initially... =( i cannot go to him as and when i like liao... but still... daddy... find me a mummy soon!!!!!!!! thanks alot!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, January 11, 2007
i'm ok
haha... guess i kinda scare u pp w my previous entry... seriously.. i'm not too troubled by him... dunno how to deal w it.. and prob dun wanna deal w it.. so i'm leaving it... just let time and everything do the job..
gers.. do u all have the times when u feel tt u really want to have someone there for u? er.. guess i'm not talking to jinda and sm here, who already found one... ahah.. a fren once told me tt she will feel tt once a mth.. haha.. guess i'm going thru tt time of the mth den.. dunno is it things tt happen ard me these few days that make me feel tt or wat? (i'm not refering to him)
in client's office now... going home soon... guess too tired... dunno wat i talking abt... haha... just feel like saying out my feelings...
gers.. do u all have the times when u feel tt u really want to have someone there for u? er.. guess i'm not talking to jinda and sm here, who already found one... ahah.. a fren once told me tt she will feel tt once a mth.. haha.. guess i'm going thru tt time of the mth den.. dunno is it things tt happen ard me these few days that make me feel tt or wat? (i'm not refering to him)
in client's office now... going home soon... guess too tired... dunno wat i talking abt... haha... just feel like saying out my feelings...
Sunday, January 07, 2007
ni's life
Ni's life is in a mess recently.. this is something prob not many pp knows... ade, zk and caryn knows abt that guy and not my family.. my family knows nothing abt tt guy.. haha... and u know wat? ni is not too sad abt both.. dunno is it too tired thus numb? or is it doesnt affect ni.. haha...
was working till very late recently.. sometimes i will stone for a well to think abt things.. esp when i'm listening to some particular songs... however.. it's not as bad as in the past. cried a tiny winy bit on sat when i was watching tv though.. haha.. too free la.... must'nt let myself be too free.. haha...
was sp tempted to write something abt him here... but too lazy.. haha.. and it will prob take a whole entry... and i will prob end up w.. ya.. i dunno wat i talking abt... i dunno whether i still like him.. i dunno if i;m angry w him... haha.. too many i dunnos... maybe it's a good thing to not think of it at all... and zk will scold me and say it's a koream drama! if only it's a korean drama.. it will be soo sweet... haha... maybe it's really really my fault in many many ways...
ya.. and ni's family prob... it's a big big prob tt is in the process of being solved... will it be solved? i dunno... i guess i will know thw ans by the end of tml night ba... too complicated... too sad and too.... dunno how to describe... but u know wat? ni is not feeling much too! hee.. cold blooded creature... maybe it's coz it's doesnt concern me directly. but the impact is big. guess nothing really affects ni nowadays.. haha... tt's all today.. readers! dun be to puzzled wor! hehe.. love u pp!
was working till very late recently.. sometimes i will stone for a well to think abt things.. esp when i'm listening to some particular songs... however.. it's not as bad as in the past. cried a tiny winy bit on sat when i was watching tv though.. haha.. too free la.... must'nt let myself be too free.. haha...
was sp tempted to write something abt him here... but too lazy.. haha.. and it will prob take a whole entry... and i will prob end up w.. ya.. i dunno wat i talking abt... i dunno whether i still like him.. i dunno if i;m angry w him... haha.. too many i dunnos... maybe it's a good thing to not think of it at all... and zk will scold me and say it's a koream drama! if only it's a korean drama.. it will be soo sweet... haha... maybe it's really really my fault in many many ways...
ya.. and ni's family prob... it's a big big prob tt is in the process of being solved... will it be solved? i dunno... i guess i will know thw ans by the end of tml night ba... too complicated... too sad and too.... dunno how to describe... but u know wat? ni is not feeling much too! hee.. cold blooded creature... maybe it's coz it's doesnt concern me directly. but the impact is big. guess nothing really affects ni nowadays.. haha... tt's all today.. readers! dun be to puzzled wor! hehe.. love u pp!
xinni is back...
ya.. created a new blog call stupidwomenni den ade tell me my this blog is still there.. haha.. and taking a look.. Wah! all my photos.. wat a pity to delete.. so decided to continue.... but seriously have no idea how often i will update this.. since it is peak now...
