ni's life

Ni's life is in a mess recently.. this is something prob not many pp knows... ade, zk and caryn knows abt that guy and not my family.. my family knows nothing abt tt guy.. haha... and u know wat? ni is not too sad abt both.. dunno is it too tired thus numb? or is it doesnt affect ni.. haha...

was working till very late recently.. sometimes i will stone for a well to think abt things.. esp when i'm listening to some particular songs... however.. it's not as bad as in the past. cried a tiny winy bit on sat when i was watching tv though.. haha.. too free la.... must'nt let myself be too free.. haha...

was sp tempted to write something abt him here... but too lazy.. haha.. and it will prob take a whole entry... and i will prob end up w.. ya.. i dunno wat i talking abt... i dunno whether i still like him.. i dunno if i;m angry w him... haha.. too many i dunnos... maybe it's a good thing to not think of it at all... and zk will scold me and say it's a koream drama! if only it's a korean drama.. it will be soo sweet... haha... maybe it's really really my fault in many many ways...

ya.. and ni's family prob... it's a big big prob tt is in the process of being solved... will it be solved? i dunno... i guess i will know thw ans by the end of tml night ba... too complicated... too sad and too.... dunno how to describe... but u know wat? ni is not feeling much too! hee.. cold blooded creature... maybe it's coz it's doesnt concern me directly. but the impact is big. guess nothing really affects ni nowadays.. haha... tt's all today.. readers! dun be to puzzled wor! hehe.. love u pp!