Thursday, January 18, 2007

i am not running away from problems..

haha.. told jane.. ade and zk abt my plan on going overseas and study a bit and work... but the response i get from all is tt i am running away from problems.. haiz... now... let's make it clear once and for all.. i am perfectly fine! =) am still thinking of him.. and porb a bit more recently coz the sad feeling just starts to sink in... may do stupid things (not sucide) on impulse... but i wont die... and i wont leave a place becoz of a guy.. come on.. i will nv ever see him if we dun arrange... although singapore is small.. but our life so diff!
my family is fine... the problem does not involve me... so i;m just at the side see see wait wait.. so it doesnt affect me..
so guys.. dun worry pls.. no need to go round asking the whole world if i am fine.. coz i am perfectly ok.. just wanna share some feelings w u all.. but pls dun make it so big... coz it's scary... it may make me think twice before i tell things again.. so cool it guys! =)

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Eh, I don't go around asking ppl if you're fine ok. I ask you only and watever you say you feel..I will believe. Heh...so keep sharing.. promise my mouth is zipped! -jane-

Anonymous said...

haha.. not talking abt u.. someone else in LP.. muhaha... told lilis to tell her i'm gonna kill her soon.. wonder iof she has gotten the msg.. haha...

Jindy said...

an article on the local newspaper i read in Minnesota says..."it's good to have a plan for your future; however, you should sketch it out in pencil.." (something along these lines) ~ if you feel that what you have at the moment is not what you want - it's sometimes good to have a change in environment...whatever your decision is - we'll always be behind you to shout "JIA YOU!"

p.s. maybe goin overseas to study has been planned (by fate) so that you can meet your special someone???

HUGZ...take care love. :)