is this wat i want?

wah! try millions of times b4 it works and let me blog... =(
so sian... now got no mood liao... haha.... and i got no mood to study... giddy... but i got enough sleep leh.. i used to sleep lesser last time.. like less den 4 hrs also can? but now dunno y.. must sleep so much... den just now do paper do until have way.. giddy... dehydrated... need water.. den nv bring water bottle in...=( haha.. so wanted to walk out of the exam hall just now... see quest den faint liao.. duno even know wat they asking... spend half an hr reading one small part of the quest... wth.. and still dunno wat it wants... =(
was thinking abt something these few days.. ot maybe since yesterday... is this the life tt i want? stress? it's going to be stress forever leh... i mean like next time go home at 2 am and stuff is ok w me.. but it's e stress... it's not even something tt i like... is $ alone enough to make me go on? making myself come so far here.. in the 'wonderful' uni... wanting to quit sch every sem.. but no guts.. am i going to have a life like tt forever? but $ is so impt! haha.. i used to think it;s nothing... and i dun give a damn abt it.. but.. haiz... old liao.., start to see the importance of it...
wat will u all and ur kind next time when they ask: mummy... y do i have to study? ans: coz it's gd for u?
wat is so good? ok if u enjoy it.. i used to like studying.. believe it or not.. haha.. but now i hate it... i think i will even hate going to sch soon... haiz... studying will give u a better life? is it true? is working day and night... no happiness equal to a better life?
wat is life? born - study - work - married - give birth - scold kids - die?
stress over everything coz if u dun acheive it.. pp will look down on u? study must study well.. so tt u can like study forever? till phd? (permenant head damage) work must find gd job and get promoted? married must find someone first... haiz... (y like tt also stress? pp will ask.. so u got bf anot? need me to intro? wa lau!) give birth must be boy... and MUST give birth... must educate kids well... if not they blame u... die... haha... hopefully we will all die peacefully.. if not stress over all e stupid sickness also... haiz..
haha.. opps... complain too much again... and sldnt be toking abt this during exam.. haha
ya... and i'm psychologically sound.. hopefully.. this time nobody try to counsel me again
haha

2nd paper..

haha.. finish coy law today.. and still slacking till now.. haiz... no good.. cannot like tt.. haha.. haven touch the last 2 papers at all!
haha.. anyway.. i wanted to go jp shop shop just now.. den die die also wanna spend money.. den i saw this micky mouse love letters.. look so nice.. $2.90 only.. so i but lo.. haha.. den on e way back.. sm sms me and tell me the choc i bought at NY supermart is expired! haha.. and we all ate it! haha.. and so i kpo go the the expiry date of the micky thingy lo.. and u know wat? it's expired also! dec 04? actually it's very fade.. got 2 dates.. one is 04 and e other one is 03/05.. i was trying to kid myself that it's yr 05.. so i can eat.. haha.. but... haiz.. my da shao proven it to be 03! haha.. how? the wrapper very nice? i keep wrapper throw food? haha.. y i keep buying expire things? next time must check 1st! haha...
den hor i also bought another box of tidbits.. got puzzle inside as 'toy'? haha.. remember those kind of things we buy when we were young? similar... den 70 cents.. i thought ok lo... make myself happy.. coz i kinda like puzzle... den small small one.. den the toy cute.. u know.. haha.. den when i got back.. happily wanna play in front of my tv.... the dog on the boz and the puzzle itself is diff! haha... wat the... haha.. dunno wat's wrong lo... haha
ok! complain finish.. haha..
anyway.. caryn.. i kinow u heard all this b4 liao.. hehe.. and sorry for sounding distracted just now.. but just call me whenever u feel like it k! can help me destress also.. haha...
pp! jia you! exam finish! jane! jia you! haha..
opps! and lp! jinda cannot make it on the sentoda day lo.. how? change day?

satuated...

when i was doing all the stupid projs... i was hoping for some time to study and read my text.. thought tt it's so much more fun... but.. haiz... my marketing text is driving me crazy.. taking me so damn long to finish one chapt.. i'm way behind my schadule... haven touch anything else... i wanna start on my coy soon! but realise i prob cant even finish my stupid marketing.. and u know wat is worse? the tb is full of crap... think dun even need to read on lo.. but e stupid kiasu me.. nv read it before.. den kiasi... haiz.. so have to read lo.. scan thru some parts.. but still end of reading alot of egs like toyota start lexus and how many stupid brands p&g have... hahaha.. maybe i sld do some research on p&g.. den maybe next time they will employ me... haha... i'm going crazy.. any of u ever felt brand concentrated at e lower part of the head? the near neck there? haha... tt's wat i;m feeling now.. making me so pek chek.. haha
anyway.. i got a new pc! muhahahah.. my dad's fren help me assemble.. cost $1400.. so now this pc got nothing inside.. think i will have a hard time transfering things from my lappie to here.. so many things inside.. den need to reformatt tt and pass to my bro.. haiz.. dunno is it i impatient or wat.. actually dun think this pc is fast leh.. think it's a bit slow.. =( it's new leh.. maybe coz the owner is slow too! haha... k! going to.. read my text? maybe watch a bi tv.. haha... guess tt's y i sldnt study at home.. been watching tv more den studying.. i really like having hols leh.. but i hate being alone in halls nowadays..
cya pp! tc and jia you!
p.s. sm! y 5566 leave so early for the nkf? =( wu yue tian nicer right? stay thru out.. muhahaha..

biz com is over!

haha... ya... biz com is finally over! haha.. dunno how i will fair in it.. but heck liao.. there's nothing i can do liao.. it's so stressful lo.. keep presenting and writing report.. eeeeee.... the only fun thing in class is my grp... ade.. xinying and eddie.. haha.. always toke cock and make funny noises in class.. guess gonna miss this lao ren in my class... haha.. he's a senior... 3 yrs older... extra... haha...
dunno y... today a bit silvering... hands.. legs... maybe not enough sleep.. haiz.. hope i dun fall sick.. tonight will go home sleep bao bao and start the engine goin! must start studying liao... if not will die...
haha.. thought of changing my blog skin.. but as usual... IT idiot! hah.. must go yan jiu this hols...
anyone interested in going HK this hols? i think i may wanna go... after exam.. b4 PA... haha.. hope mummy will let me go.. wanna go shopping w my da shao... hope it will come true...
haha... k la.. just wanna add some life here... must go see my ah yi ok liao ma.. wanna go mum mum liao.. hahah
pp.. dun so stress k! lilis! relac! can finish one... dun worry... all the best for exams pp! smilez! after tt we can go gai gai liao.. =)

ending...

yeah! all my presentations has come to an end! finally... feel sooooooo tired now... =(
haha... dunno y... not in good mood today? pms? maybe bah... also dunno y.. maybe had a bad start... keep doing the wrong thing today...
anyway... exams r coming! and i haven start studying! =(
haha... all the best k pp! must take care! dun fall sick~! and jia you!