Life suckz!!

zhao... if u ever still read this.. just wanna tell u that life really really sucks.. and this time i hope that it will just let me fall...
since it is mostly gers who r reading this.. i shall be frank.. think my hormones r getting onto me... dunno is it that that thing is late for like dunno how long... a month? my moods swing like nobody's biz... keep feeling very down... dunno la... just hope that u guys can be around and i can teh to u all like last time... hai...
many stupid things happen.. just realise today that i must at least do 1 stupid thing everyday.. like walk into e wrong tut class... umbrella fails on me.. anything.. and today... tan soew min got me into this stupid embarrrassed situation... guess if anyone ask me to write an essay on my most embarrassed day.. i can say it's today.. haha
work is getting onto me... really think that acc dun suit me at all.. it's not that the readings r stressing me too much that it cost me to think this way.. it's just that i realise i'm interested and more awake in class when the prof r not toking abt acc stuff.. i really like psychology lo... hai... how?chose wrong course but i have to continue right? coz there's no turning back in life...
life suckz big time and i really hope that it won't.. even if it means that we may fall... i guess staying alive is meaningless if there's no happiness...
haha.. guys... i'm not committing sucide soon... i just need to let things out.. thanks!