Only left with memories...

haha.. using jo's msn nick as my title... coz realise it's so true....
was shopping with adeline and huling for kailing's birthday.. suddenly yihan msg me.. 'is it true that john jim and his wife died in an accident a few days ago?' i was like who's john jim? i thought yihan meant some actor... i was still like joking lightheartedly w ade.. who's john jim? next.. we realise it's john lim! our beloved PE teacher mr john lim!
i was never close to him or watever in NY like some of my frens do... i was nv really under him for PE before... however... it's his smilez and friendliness that had left a deep impression in my heart.. even after we left JC, he will still smile to us whenever he sees us around.. it's this feeling that this teacher cares and he bothers to remember you... know the feeling?
i dunno is it that i'm becoming more and more emotional or wat as i grow older... i hate to admit but the truth is, this affected me more than the incident one year ago... i dunno... many may disagree w me.. but i guess althought i was sad abt dear miss hamimah.. but i really hardly talks to her in jc.. my memories of her are nv as much and as dear as many of my friends...
i dunno... maybe it's coz he had left a deeper impression in my jc life.. with all the jokes w the PE teachers.. being so friendly and nice... though he's not the first teacher that comes to my mind when i think of NY... but still... he's such a NICE teacher!
imagine a person u know died in one of the happiest moment in his life? during his honey moon? when he thought he can start a new chapter of his life with someone he loves? while every one was so happy for him... this thing has to happen? why? why is it always like that?
i'm so sorry... maybe it will affect many of u.. but i just hope to dedicate this entry for him.. as a form of memory of him... to remember him... jane, sm... remember we saw him and his den gf in orchard during christmas eve? or is it new year eve? haha.. actually someday ago.. i was thinking abt it... but den.. i guess life is like that...
my dear frens.. just wanna say i love u pp... if there are times that i've neglected any of u... treated any of u badly... did not show appreciation.. i'm sorry... coz u pp do means alot to me... love u alwayz!