haiz... dunno y got so many reprots to write.. actually thought i will be immune by it by now... but.. haiz... still stuck w the 1st.. another to go somemore... so reluctant to go on.. huge inertia... haiz... will i be able to finish both soon??? tonight no need sleep? i hate reports!
frens are a big question marks recently.. dunno.. seem to be losing quite a few.. den seem to be drifting away from quite a few.. my parents told me i have changed.. and yes.. i know i have changed... is that the reasons behind me losing my frens? but sometimes.. i was really being provoked.. like wat the ****... do i not have a reason to be angry? other then tt.. am i too self-centered recently?? like didnt bother to keep in touch w my frens>? just sit here and wait to be contacted and wait to be updated? after not asking much abt a fren and maybe even not bothering to meet up... do i still have the right to say: 'y didnt u tell me?' haha.. guess it's really all my fault.. who knows.. xinni may end up frenless when old.. no frens.. no partner.. no kids.. only cat? (Date Movie) haha... guess i sld do something before all become true!



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